maygra: (SPN - Hemingway)
A Year and a Day - part nineteen - final
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby. R overall

Status: Complete. (Link to complete story [[here]].)

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

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Day 702

It starts with
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
You didn't look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryin' to hold on
Didn't even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it's meant to be
Will eventually,
be a memory, of a time

I've put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know

When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter


In the End ~ Linkin Park

~ The Night Journey by Rupert Brooke

A Year and a Day - part nineteen - final
maygra: (SPN-tears do me no good)
A Year and a Day - part eighteen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam. R overall, WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

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As a man, caught by some great hour, will rise,
Slow-limbed, to meet the light or find his love;
And, breathing long, with staring sightless eyes,
Hands out, head back, agape and silent, move

Sure as a flood, smooth as a vast wind blowing;
And, gathering power and purpose as he goes,
Unstumbling, unreluctant, strong, unknowing,
Borne by a will not his, that lifts, that grows.


~ The Night Journey by Rupert Brooke

A Year and a Day - part eighteen
maygra: (SPN-No Exit)
A Year and a Day - part seventeen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.


I don't know anymore
What it's for
I'm not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
'cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe you're not even sure what it's for
Any more than me


~ In the Sun - Joseph Arthur

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A Year and a Day - part seventeen
maygra: (SPN-but seriously)
A Year and a Day - part sixteen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

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Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under


~Going Under - Evanescence

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A Year and a Day - part sixteen
maygra: (SPN - home)
A Year and a Day - part fifteen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.


Two recording spirits, reading
All his life's minutest part,
Looking in his soul, and listening
To the beatings of his heart;
Each, with pen of fire electric,
Writes the good or evil wrought;—
Writes with truth that adds not, errs not,
Purpose—action—word, and thought.


~ Forgiveness -John Critchley Prince

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A Year and a Day - part fifteen
maygra: (SPN-would kill for that smile)
A Year and a Day - part fourteen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

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…By this I conjure thee O spirit Usiel -
be thou either on high or in the abyss in water, or in fire, or in or in [sic] earth -
I command thee Spirit Usiel immediately to appear before me in a proper human form -
visibly to shew thyself and modestly to submit thyself -
and readily to appear and bring to me out of the abyss of the Earth,
or of the Sea, that which I desire…


~ The Conjuration of Usiel, Verus Jesuitarum Libellus (The True Magical Work of the Jesuits)

A Year and a Day - part fourteen
maygra: (SPN-Dean & Sam)
A Year and a Day - part thirteen
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

In the tavern of my heart
Many a one has sat before,
Drunk red wine and sung a stave,
And, departing, come no more.
When the night was cold without,
And the ravens croaked of storm,
They have sat them at my hearth,
Telling me my house was warm.

~ The Tavern by: Willa Cather

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A Year and a Day - part thirteen
maygra: (SPN-Brothers)
A Year and a Day - part twelve
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

Head's up: Likely to come a little slower because of, you know, having to work and stuff during the week.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

All they ever want for you
Are the things they didn't do.
All they ever wanted--a little clue.
All they ever wanted--the truth.
All they ever wanted--a little bit of you.
All they ever wanted,
But they never did get.


~All We Ever Look For - Kate Bush

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A Year and a Day - part twelve
maygra: (SPN-Not just no)
A Year and a Day - part eleven
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
A dead mans touch
Whisper on a scream
Doesn't change a thing
Don't bring you back
Blue on black


~ Blue on Black -Kenny Wayne Shepherd

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A Year and a Day - part eleven
maygra: (SPN-This Road We Walk)
A Year and a Day - part ten
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

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I walked the empty desert
And I was burned in the heat
But the road I must travel
Its end I cannot see
Well I crossed the frozen wasteland
And in the bitter cold did freeze
But the road I must travel
Its end I cannot see


~ The Road I Must Travel - The Nightwatchman

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A Year and a Day - part ten
maygra: (SPN-Sometimes I wish life could be dif)
A Year and a Day - part nine
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

Though bleak these woods, and damp the ground
With fallen leaves so thickly strown,
And cold the wind that wanders round
With wild and melancholy moan;
There is a friendly roof, I know,
Might shield me from the wintry blast;
There is a fire, whose ruddy glow
Will cheer me for my wanderings past.


~ Lines Written From Home by Anne Brontë

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A Year and a Day - part nine
maygra: (SPN-at odds)
A Year and a Day - part eight
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

Tonight, this is where we go
To find out who we really are
Weve got nothing left to lose
Tonight, this is how we breathe
To put some strength back in our hearts
Weve got nothing left to lose
We start from the dark


Start from the Dark by Europe

A Year and a Day - part eight
maygra: (SPN-What do I do?)
A Year and a Day - part seven
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

When all the air calm Evening woos,
And earthly mists are wafted by,
And not unholy breathing nigh,
Your grove in deeps of its repose
A wondrous portal doth disclose,
And far with a living way,
Lit up by an unfading day,
Thro' the long gloomy vale of woes.

And child-like Wisdom holds the key,
And Wealth, that to the world is poor,
Wide opens to them that ivory door,
Where all in other colours stand,
Touch'd by a disenchanting wand,
And things that seem'd of earth,
Of Heaven are found to be.


The Cathedral ~ The Approach - Isaac Williams, 1838

A Year and a Day - part seven

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maygra: (SPN-Sam bruised)
A Year and a Day - part 6
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

"Now hath it pleased God to deliver this Doctrine again out of darknesse:
and to fulfill his promise with thee, for the books of Enoch:
To whom he sayeth as he said unto Enoch.

"Let those that are worthy understand this, by thee,
that it may be one witnesse of my promise toward thee."


~A True and Faithful Relation - Meric Casaubon 1584

A Year and a Day - part six
maygra: (SPN-This Road We Walk)
A Year and a Day - part five
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

"Fortitude is founded on solid ground,
as is the case with those who are tried in suffering,
for these latter know about the storms of the world
and what little reason there is to fear them
or desire the world's consolations."

The counsels of St. Theresa

lj-cut text="A Year and a Day - part five

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maygra: (Default)
A Year and a Day
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

My soul looked down from a vague height with Death,
As unremembering how I rose or why,
And saw a sad land, weak with sweats of dearth,
Gray, cratered like the moon with hollow woe,
And fitted with great pocks and scabs of plaques.


~The Show, Wilfred Owen
maygra: (SPN-at odds)
A Year and a Day - part three
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

A Year and a Day - part three
maygra: (SPN-never bring a gun to a fight with)
A Year and a Day - part two
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

A Year and a Day - part two
maygra: (Default)
A Year and a Day
by Maygra

Dean, Sam, Bobby, possibly Dean/Sam.
R overall
WIP

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the CW. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Notes: I'm inflicting a WIP on you all, because I'm having a hell of time getting my word count out and thus, feel the need to put it out there as an impetus to finish.

Summary: Breaking the deal Dean made was always a given. How Sam would do it, not so much.

extra note for [livejournal.com profile] traveller: this would be the one with the tattoos.

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If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


I Will Follow You Into The Dark ~ Death Cab for Cutie
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