I don't have any reservations about you writing the first time if you want. Really and honestly. If I ever get the urge, I'll write a version of my own. It's a situation (again in my head) where the bleeding Chris and Buck are doing before this is all about suppressing the daeves. Both Chris and Buck are very aware of the sexual connotations when they feed (or rather how their bodies react to the feeding which reminds them of nothing so much as sex.) But other than the seductive power of the daevas, neither of them really gave much thought to the fact that Vin was reacting to the feeding as much as to the daevas, and Vin never said anything because he wasn't sure if the pleasure was his won or not, but (favorite them of mine) what ended up happening is Vin being on the edge of arousal and then left and once the feeding is done, Buck an Chris aren't unkind but mostly they are oblivious because Vin's a stubborn son of a bitch and won't say anything.
I think what happens is that Chris reestablishes first their friendship, then some casual touching, which he carries over eventually to the feed. Less Feed and go, but more soothing Vin while he does it, and Vin kind of whimpers just at the contact, or Chris gets a sense of how much Vin's holding back and then goes out of his way to make sure Vin gets what pleasure he can from it. Then he tells Buck...and Buck, bless him, once he gets it is all about making it less about necessity and more both necessity and affection, because Buck's just easy like that.
Ultimately the best any of them can hope for is that when Vin dies, he actually does die and isn't doomed to half life as a wandering, unclaimed soul. There's unwritten stories where they meet a few of those, and none of them want that for Vin, but the only way to give him clean death is find a way to rid him of the daevas, and there are only limited ways that can happen.
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Date: 2008-05-31 04:32 pm (UTC)I think what happens is that Chris reestablishes first their friendship, then some casual touching, which he carries over eventually to the feed. Less Feed and go, but more soothing Vin while he does it, and Vin kind of whimpers just at the contact, or Chris gets a sense of how much Vin's holding back and then goes out of his way to make sure Vin gets what pleasure he can from it. Then he tells Buck...and Buck, bless him, once he gets it is all about making it less about necessity and more both necessity and affection, because Buck's just easy like that.
Ultimately the best any of them can hope for is that when Vin dies, he actually does die and isn't doomed to half life as a wandering, unclaimed soul. There's unwritten stories where they meet a few of those, and none of them want that for Vin, but the only way to give him clean death is find a way to rid him of the daevas, and there are only limited ways that can happen.