FIC LINK: Room and Board (SPN: Sam/Dean) Mature Audiences Only

[maygra]

Title: Room and Board
Author: Maygra
Fandom: Supernatural
Status: Complete
Ratings: Mature Adults Only
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Warnings: Incest. Graphic sex. Rent-boy Fic. Mild reference to bondage and dicipline. Horrible rent boy cliches. Apologies to my hometown for any and all slurs, deserved as they may be at times. I am not a lawyer nor do I play one on TV. There's as much accuracy in the legal bits here as I and my court recorder friend could put together before bogging down helplessly. We're probably slightly more accurate than the WB would ever be on local statutes, laws, and allowable diversion of court resources.

Also, The Hex is a real place, (just not by that name) and as far as I know, Greg (not his real name) is a totally nice guy. Markos (not his real name), however, is a jerk and deserves what he got.

The following is a work of fiction. It is meant for mature adults and deals with mature themes.

Notes: Many, many thanks to aukestrel, thisisbone and a_mews for editing, betaing and going above and beyond the call.

This story was inspired by the picture you can find here and is a Christmas present for elynross whom you may all blame thank for me writing SPN slash at all. She wanted me to share.

The characters and situations portrayed here are not mine, they belong to the WB. This is a fan authored work and no profit is being made. Please do not link to this story without appropriate warnings. Please do not archive this story without my permission.

Comments

[ezgal.livejournal.com]

I really, really liked all of this. It felt really authentic to me, and I love how you get Sam so right. How he's not just Dean's sidekick, Dean's little brother, but very much his own man.

This stood out for me, especially:

what Dean wants most is for them to be back the way they were.

Back when he had all the answers and Sam still thought his big brother was the coolest person ever.

Which, really, hasn't been true for a lot longer than four years.


As a big sister, I totally get that.

[maygra.livejournal.com]

LJ is burping comments at me....

Thank you so much!

Yeah, sometimes I think Dean doesn't se who Samis but who he thought he was or who he used to be. I have a younger brother myself and sometimes I have a hard time reconilling the sibling I knew with this man with a wife and two kids. He's still my baby bro.

[plasticxnight.livejournal.com]

Oh wow... That was a very.. VERY.. good story. I suck at leaving comments... but yeah... I've read a lot of what you've written. I've liked all of them. Keep on writing.

[maygra.livejournal.com]

Thank you ever so much. I'm glad you liked it!

[ceares.livejournal.com]

I loved this-it was incredibly hot and a little poignant at the same time. I never thought I was an 'oh rentboy fic!' person, but clearly I am cause this definitely brought on that reaction.

[rei-c.livejournal.com]

Oh, Maygra, I can't believe it took me this long to read this. I think I just spontaneously combusted; it was perfect and so true and dark and lovely, and I don't even have words.

Only this is why he never knew, never saw even a hint of it, in all the months they've been on the road and suddenly Dean knows there's probably only one other person, maybe, who's ever seen this part of Sam, or who Sam trusted enough to let see it, and she's dead. --Yes, this is it, this is it. So perfect for Dean to realise that, so perfect for Sam to let Dean see enough to see that, to see him. The way the 'fic progresses, with this atmosphere of just humidity, like the air's filled with so many things, weighted down and hard to breathe in, but just perfect. Oh, good God, you've killed me.

[maygra.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much *g*. And yeah, Sam became more himself I think, when he was at school. Soemthing Dean didn't get to see and couldn't know jsut yet. I'm so glad you liked it. Thank you for taking the time to comment.

[zenamydog.livejournal.com]

OMG OMG OMG!!! A friend recommended this to me, and gosh was she right. Wow girl you totally took my breath away!! Like totally!!


I wish i had half your talent for writting, cuz honestly, i think your brilliant!!!

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[merihn.livejournal.com]

Excuse me while I falil around for a while.
HOLY CRAP.
That was just the most awesome cakes of AWESOME.
All of it was great... everyone moment, every word was perfect and wonderful. I absolutely adored it to pieces.
Gah... *flails helplessly*

*loves on you*
Man... ASJAKDJKSFJKSNKJ~!!!!
Yeah... that's like, ALL I've got right now.
♥

[virginie-m.livejournal.com]

Hi Maygra,

I've read this story before and I'm not sure if I told you then how much I loved it. Well I just reread it and loved it again.

I saw my first ep of Supernatural about two months ago -- it's just started screening in my backwards country, and, quite literally, as the first ad break began I raced upstairs to look for your website. I mean you're always posting about SPN but I didn't even know what it was until I saw the first promo for it on telly. I would never have made the time to watch it if it wasn't for you... so thanks! This was the story that caught my eye -- my very first SPN.

And I love it Maygra. I love the way you deal with their whole prickly relationship. You really make me believe in them as characters, building on the few episodes I've seen, but filling in all the depth hinted at on the show. I love the way you write about men too. I felt this your TFATF stories, and it's the same here. They're just so recognisably male to me. With all the awkwardness and tension of being brothers forced to live together intact, but with a refreshing distance too -- like in your story they are guys first and foremost, gruff, horny, intelligent but not too introspective, and somehow you lay the sexual/emotional thing on top of that without it seeming false.

Thanks for this awesome story. Your passion for them shines through it and makes me care too.

[maygra.livejournal.com]

Thank you so very much! That's lovely to hear, because they are all prickly and tender, gruff and guyish even though we all know they are just fluffy middles with hard candy outsides. *g* I'm so pleased that it held up to a second reading for you.

[mecurtin.livejournal.com]

I was just linked to this as part of my quest to find prostitute!Dean stories (http://mecurtin.livejournal.com/411950.html), and am overcome at your willingness to discuss the economic & legal ramifications of their lifestyle. *hearts*

Also, the bit about downtown Atlanta being all one-way streets named Peachtree? I *laughed* and *laughed*.

[maygra.livejournal.com]

Glad you found it useful.*g* (And apologies, I am woefully behind in responding to comments.)

[kamikaze-redux.livejournal.com]

That was absolutely amazing.

[causeways.livejournal.com]

That was pretty darned awesome. Here via this week's Blast from the Past recs section at crack_impala, by the way. :D

[otherpervert.livejournal.com]

Oh wow. That fic was... wow.

You completely captured both boys without ever stuttering or leaving me once questioning whether or not they would react in any of the ways they did. You have this beautifully fluid writing style that just lulls you into following it further and further, and yet there were parts of that story that were painful enough that I could only read them a paragraph at a time.

Achingly lovely. Thank you so much for writing this story, because while I read it it owned me and I'm saving it so I can bask in it some more later.

[ruby-jelly.livejournal.com]

I reckon this is my favourite portrayal of Sam, anywhere. He is quite simply, a man making strong, determined decisions and prepared to back them. He didn't look outside himself; he decided and did. Sam knows who he is. Very sexy! And all told from Dean's pov! Love your writing.

[beet]

I really enjoyed this fic. I followed a link and expect a hot porny number with Sam tricking, but I got so much more than that! I really adored the character exploration you did here. Sam, in particular felt both true to his character, but had such a new read on who he was that I felt like Dean--seeing him anew and learning him all over again.

[coell.livejournal.com]

Good story.

[forsakenbeloved.livejournal.com]

What a fabulous story so well written. Loved it!!! Thanks for sharing.

[chemm80]

...the sons of John and Mary Winchester.

This is utterly incredible. I came over here on a rec and man...I just can't get over it. The insight into these boys, their very souls...and you wrote this during the first season? I don't read a lot of hooker!fic because it's just too plausible to me, and incredibly heartbreaking. This was no exception. I wish I could pick out the parts I really liked, but there are just too many. It just broke me, that's all I can say.

[gottalovev.livejournal.com]

that was simply AMAZING. wow. I loved it from start to finish.

[penguin-ford.livejournal.com]

I was on the hunt for some Rentboy!Winchester fic and came across this. It's amazing; my heart hurt for them and I literally cheered when Dean kissed Sam at the park.

[snowpuppies]

Lovely. I enjoyed this muchly.

[sn-143sn.livejournal.com]

this was recc'd but the link wasn't working, so I've been searching for half an hour before I found this. Thank You, I really love loved this. It's absolutely awesome

[vodou-blue.livejournal.com]

The build-up in the bath house is fantastic! That creeping suspicion, that more-and-more-being-revealed… Just… *brr* practically gives me shivers.

This part is awesome!:
“…he’s not sure he wants to know any more than that… Except he does, mostly because he’s pissed off and angry and so thoroughly confused about all of this he only wants to get more angry so he can deal with it without any kind of reasonable approach whatsoever.”

I am enamored of this part too:
“Pissed off too because he really thought he had a handle on how fucked up their lives were and how fucked up he and Sam were, separately and collectively.”

Another fabulous line:
“…never looked at this particular demon or hell-spawn or whatever it is and had it spit the blood of someone he loves back in his face.”

Y’know, people don’t usually do ‘painful Dean’ very well. It usually comes off too emo to match that character. But this rings true. You did a really great job!

And that was some seriously hot sex! Whew!

[nyoka.livejournal.com]

Congrats! ☆ Your fic is recced here (http://community.livejournal.com/sawedoff_recs/65758.html) at sawedoff_recs!

[xela-fic.livejournal.com]

Oh boys! I enjoyed this little spin on rent boy :) I love Sam's stubbornness and his refusal to feel shame at what he did. And Dean still having trouble accepting that John isn't and never will be father of the year. I loves them, thank you for this!

[autumnverse.livejournal.com]

That was AMAZING! Wow! So hot and angsty and did I mention HOT?

Thanks so much for writing and sharing :D

[yvonnegos.livejournal.com]

EEEE! I don't think I've seen a more brilliantly written story. I love all your characters but I am gonna dream and fantasize and have happy imaginary sex to your Sam. *cackles*